It's Been A Few!

It has been a few months since my last post. I was going through a lot around that time. I didn't know that there was so much in the world. Stuff I never knew about. I guess life can be a funny thing.

I have been doing some writing still. I've been writing all over the place. I keep a journal and it's pretty fun. Pretty insightful too. I also wrote a book. It's just a small 16 or17 page book. It's about nutrition and depression. I had fun writing it. I'm not sure if it will ever sell. But I did have fun writing it.

We're getting ready for school and stuff like that too. I hope it will be a good year for us who knows the future though. Well I got something going on now. I know this is a short post. I will write more later.


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i know it's been a reeally long time since my last post. sorry all,, just been going through a lot of personal stuff. yes, God and Jesus is still there for me and all. I haven't been well for a long time and I would read the Bible off and on through out the years, just trying to find out what everything is about, why people in my life wouldn't tell me what i really needed to know, like what was happening to me, gosh anything. I tried talking to my brother and he was trying to find out what I knew and I just said nope! I'm not saying anything, if no one want's to tell me what I really needed to know why should I say anything to anyone what I know for sure. Besides if I did open my mouth and say this and that they really wouldn't hear what I am saying, they just wouldn't know what i mean about things. No they would not understand. I guess that is because they haven't been where I was, they just didn't experience the stuff i been through. I think God puts stuff to you because...ok... gives you a life to live because He wants you to i guess express stuff and tell stuff...the way He shows you and tells you. I guess what I am trying to say is that God wants you to live your life but He wants you to maybe show people what you know about Him. I know all that sounds kind of crazy or what ever, i just don't know how else to say it. I guess when I do more writing get more experience it will come easier. Oh yes! back to the Bible, I read it all the way through and Ohhhhhhweee! Some parts really tripped me out! I mean they really had it awesome, specally when Jesus was with them. It was just so hard for them to believe what was happening. I just thought at the time....if we all lived back in the day with them we all would be doing the same thing they all did. I mean you got to think about it, they didn't have the Bible written down for them....but they did have prophets. Don't mean to sound like I'm off the chain and all but by just reading the Bible all the way through and understanding some of It you just begin to see stuff you never saw before and you begin to understand a lot more about life and it's really great. Guess you all can tell I've been through a lot.   It's all right though, I had to find out about life some way or another. God tells you stufff in all kinds of ways. Guess sometimes it all was so much to take, so much about life came at me like all at once and I just didn't know how or what to do about it. I tried talking to family about it all and no one understood. guess it's a reeallll personal thing one has to go through. yep   just between you and God. Don't worry people, I'm not on anything like drugs and all of that. I don't get high or curse and do awful stuff. I don't live on the wild side or am a thrill seeker and do all of those adult things...wink wink...you know b...y call and opp all of that. Really I just want to do the right thing, I need to do the right thing, just crave to do the right thing. I need to admit, i am human and though I am a Christian I'm not perfect. I still fear this and that, am really quite shy and a little insecure about me and the future and how to live out life. I use to be bold and brave and very outspoken about this and that and my sister said I would say anything. I was really a social butterfly when I was in highschool, had lots of friends. Well not so much anymore. I'm somewhat of an introvert, a thinker--deep thinker and really quite humbled by what I've been through. Yep what happened in the past knocked me on my...you know what....for a couple of decades. Thank You Jesus, Thank You God! I know that a lot of people think of tramatic experiences and stuff as really awful and bad or terrible or whatever but they have a purpose, there is a reason why things happen the way they do. I believe when your heart is right with God and you put your faith and trust in His Son Jesus you can just about go through anything anyone throws at you...ok anything. When you find all that out things get better, life gets better and you just heal. It's not that everything gets easy or will be easy but you find that you can cope with people and issues in a very healthy way. I know that all of this may sound a little weird or strange to a lot of people, or it may sound as if I'm rambleing and not making any sense. I just needed to write what is on my mind, a little about my life--no matter how personal. I like to think out loud in a really introverted way i guess. Well thanks for reading.


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Watch your thoughts; they become words.
Watch your words; they become actions.
Watch your actions; they become habits.
Watch your habits; they become character.
Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.



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Hi Everyone! It has been such a long time. You all have just got to excuse me, I have been sooo busy with school and all. I just finished about a week and a half ago and now I'm trying to get an externship. The waiting is just about killing me. I really don't know what all is going on. I feel like I should be studying for the big test... the one where I hopefully get my licence. But I got about almost a month before I take it. School was kind of a trip, I did so much studying it was not even funny. It's like one of those fields where you will be studying for the rest of your life, which really doesn't bother me much. In fact I really enjoyed it a little too much. For some reason I always feel as though I always have to keep busy, my hands as well as my mind. I always have to be thinking and hopefully always about the right things.

Not to switch subjects on all of you but guess what happened to me?... I recently got a treadmill and I was constantly exercising on it and I'd say about a week ago from this past Saturday I was on it for about 30 to 35 minutes and I couldn't catch my breath. I thought to myself that it was probably a passing thing so I stayed on it for another 15 minutes so I thought I better get off of this thing! Well to make a long story short I couldn't catch my breath for almost a week! No worries though, I have a better idea on how to use the thing. I just never realized about how powerful those things are. I just really want to be in better shape and when I set my mind on something I really go for it. I guesse it's just my personality.

No but life has been good, I have been reading my Bible and not taking anything or anyone for granted. I have been working part time and staying on top of everything. Everything is pretty awesome!

Well you all take care

When I Was.....

For some reason I just started thinking about when I was younger. You see I was praying and I thought about wisdom, understanding and knowledge. Earlier tonight we were reading from the book of Proverbs and it said 'get wisdom', get understanding and I just thought to myself when I was younger I had no type of understanding. For example when I was around nine or ten years old I figured I knew a lot about life and so I would read those teen magazines and it would have articles about questions and answers--like ask Jill and etc. well I would read these questions and the questions would be about boyfriends and school and I would think to myself "boy these are some real silly kids!" You see it didn't accrue to me that soon I would be right in their shoes in say another 5 or 6 years. Back then I tended to know about the basic necessary life stuff, like how to get good grades in school. It never accrued to me that these teens were going through puberty, chemical changes, social adjustments and identity crises. I just didn't understand until I went through it myself. I think God and Jesus really heard my comments and what I said to myself when I read those articles. As I look back at how I used to be I really thank the Lord that He got involved in my life. I know I have a long way to go, just because of my thinking and my actions but I pray that God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit stay involved in our lives.

God bless

Bizy Daze

Well life for our house hold has just gotten very busy. I decided to go back to school. You may be thinking what in the world? Going back to school at this point in time? Well it is all very simple. Since I graduated with a top degree and have been out there for almost a year looking for work it all of the sudden came to me...'in order to get your foot in the door of a really great company you may need to be acquainted with someone who already has their foot in the office'. You see while I was hacking away at my studies and taking all of those test it never acured to me that 'I should be getting to know people that are already doing the type of work I really want to do'. For some reason I just thought that after I graduated some great job would just come my way. Boy was my thinking wrong. I get the impression that that was a classic mistake. Ok I could go on and on and around and around and so on and so on but why waste time.

I'm thinking you have to envision where you want to be in life, like where do you see yourself six months from now? or a year from now? You have to set goals, big and small in time increments... six months, a year, two years, five years..you get the point. I think there is a lot to be said for goal setting. I once heard that out of a group of students of a class from Harvard or Yale graduated and did pretty well for themselves but out of the class there were the top 3% that did very well for themselves, as a matter of fact this top 3% earned more income then the whole class because they set and attained goals.

Patience-...

I really need that right now, I think a lot of people, if not all people need that right about now. With everything in the headline of every American paper, especially about the Health Care Reform bill and the war, I believe that if we all take the time to really think about what we are doing instead of just writing something up quickly and rushing the process in order to get certain bills passed all of America, if not the whole world would be a better place to live.

In the Amplified Bible in Romans 5:3-4 it reads: Moreover [ let us also be full of joy now! ] let us exult and triumph in our troubles and rejoice in our sufferings, knowing that pressure and affliction and hardship produce patient and answering endurance.

4 And endurance (fortitude) develops maturity of character (approved faith and tried integrity). And character [ of this sort ] produces [ the habit of ] joyful and confident hope of eternal salvation.

Also in the book of James, first chapter, Amplified version, verses 2-4 it says: Consider it wholly joyful, my brethren, whenever you are enveloped in or encounter trials of any sort or fall into various temptations. 3 Be assured and understand that the trial and proving of your faith bring out endurance and steadfastness and patience. 4 But let endurance and steadfastness and patience have full play and do a thorough work, so that you may be [ people ] perfectly and fully developed [ with no defects ], lacking in nothing.

Revelation 3:10 the Amplified version says: Because you have guarded and kept My word of patient endurance [ have held fast the lesson of My patience with the expectant endurance that I give you ], I also will keep you [ safe ] from the hour of trial ( testing ) which is coming on the whole world to try those who dwell upon the earth.

... Ok I know I got a little heavy with this subject but I believe that this is very important to say. We as Americans need to take the time and consider all things before we jump in with both feet and eyes closed. If we do that... jumping in before looking we may find our selves in a worse situation. Historically speaking our country has been in worse situations but our creative ingenuity way of seeking God always pulled us out of dire circumstances.

This is just my way of putting a little light on the subject.